Heart

Nomikudashi te ha mune ga itamu..

Humans easily can change their feelings, right?

I.. don't want to argue with her about this "best friend" of hers anymore..
I've had it enough.. I already told her everything, and do everything I could, hoping that she won't get hurt anymore..

And now, I couldn't stand to look how she's hurting, deep down inside her.. it's tearing her apart..

Yet she stay strong like nothing happened.. how can she do that?

Thing is.. he's ignoring her, and I've lost count of how many times he did this to her..
Been busy with life? That's just a lie right?

She knows this, I've said it, but she didn't listen, I've told her..
He even forgot her birthday.. and for me, that is unforgivable..
She said "it's okay", and smile as she always did..

The smile that always masked her sad face, her true expression..

But I can tell by her look and wanted to tell her "you're not okay, damn it!"
 

She.. my real self, always try to find the good in people.. and doesn't mind of getting hurt in the process....

I'm at a loss.. don't know what to do..
I can only pray and hope she'll always stay strong with everything that will happened to her..

But it's okay..

Yume mo kunou mo subete kako he..

Since all dreams and agonies will become the past.. 

Reality.... or illusion.......