Death

Should be the 5th post..
Anyone would be scared just hearing the words "death"

Yet I came up with a strange title.. I wonder what's really in my head..

I really, really wanted to know.. that, how does it feels? The death..

I tried so many times; asking the dead people, but they didn't and never answered it..

Well, it's true that dead people can't talk.. but then again, how can we tell how it feels?

Is there's any way to know how "death" feels without being dead..?

No.. forget it.. I still want to stay alive.. but I also need to know how it feels..

When I asked this question to my friends and partners, they immediately told me to get a good rest.. and some would even tried calling psychiatrist..

And I told em', I just WANNA KNOW THE ANSWER.. but they all gone silent..

I don't really know who should I asked about this anymore..

Someday, we will know how it feels.. but that time, we'll be lifeless..

And there's something awaits of us after life..

Maybe I should rest like my friends said.. lately I've been kinda eerie ~sore ga watashi no yūjin ga watashi ni.. i~tsu tada~ and spaced out a lot ~kore wa machigainaku.. desu~

 
Again, it reminds me of the distance between us and our death....


Reality.. or illusion....