reality

She was wrong..

Well, I won't deny everything what she did write in her last post..

But she was wrong at some point..

Living in a reality world is like looking yourself in the mirror..

And said "I do exist, right?" then, try pinch your cheek as hard as you could..

Well, of course it hurts.. if you didn't feel anything that means you're still in your dream world.. perhaps....

And you should realize that "you" in the mirror imitates everything what you've done..

I know it sounds like a childish example.. well, it is for sure..

But now you know that you are living in a reality..

If you are still so unsure about it, then asks everyone that you have known and met in this life of yours..

They would have asked the same thing as you did..

Then, you will be looking at your feet, standing on this very Earth..

We just can't deny the fact that we are living in a reality world..

I know it's harsh.. she.. should know this too..

If everything are so messed up for her, why she kept this quiet for herself..?

"Why don't you talk about this with your friends?"

And it was so unexpected for me she would say something like this..

"What friends?"

It startled me.. why would she give such answer?

I asked her again, about the one that she always talked to..

"Her? That one? Not that I'm being ungrateful or something.. but she was pretending.. caring about me and all of it was just a fake.. nope, it's a temptation of desire and lies.. fuck that"

I'm sure she didn't mean it that way..

I know it.. because I am her in any way..

.. it's just.. same person with different personalities..

Sounds ridiculous right?

It's the truth though....

Reminds me of someone saying this..

"We can evade reality, but we cannot evade the consequences of evading reality...."

I wish that she..

Well, she will know this..

"Stop lying to yourself, believe in yourself.."

Though I know that there's nothing I could do to change her view..

"The naked truth overflows.."

All in my life there's just one thing I want to do for her..

"I just want to protect you.."

I think I've said too much for this..

I bet that she will get angry at me for posting this..

Anyway, just changed the background music.. hope she like it..

Reality.. or illusion....