Sins

There's a change in this post.. since some of the contents are kind of nonsense ~watashi wa omou~ and some are off-topics.. I should have change it since 2 weeks ago but.. well, no motivation, what can I say..? Well yeah, sort of.. No motivation, no writing.. and yea, pardon for my very poor English.. Anyway, let's continue~

I wonder why I'm starting to talk about sins, right away on the second post..
Guess it's like, I'm bounded to it..
Not just me I think.. everyone were..

Sins.. it came from anything, and everything.. Lies is especially that would be obvious.. People lies.. that's a sin.. and more people lies, more sins.. I did lie.. for every mistakes I did, I covered up myself with lies.. and so on.. I've been tainted with sins.. I wonder when is the time for me to stop lying to people around me.. I'm scared of being hated.. even so, if they found out about my lies, I'll be hated even more.. Sins that aren't forgiven were also carried away with our souls, even after our lifetime.. is it true? And again, what should we do? Apologize to the one who we lied to and explained everything? What if it wouldn't work? And they get even angrier at us? How if they won't ever forgive us forever?

Murder, is also a sin.. but I don't think I would do that.. even though there are someone that I really hate and feels like stabbing them to death; I still have my morality consciousness though.. But trust me, if there's no laws or sins for the case of murder, I'll absolutely do it, and I WILL.. then again, the laws and sins does exists, so if I were to be caught murdering someone, I will face consequences of mortal penalty, which would mean.. well, try figure it out yourself..

Is there's anyone out there who never had any sins surrounding their life? Free from the sins.. I don't think so.. everyone did, even though it's not intentional.. And it's not just sins between humans.. but also with-

No, I'm not going any further than this.. it's what everyone had to deal with..

Oblivious of the sins around us.. do we have any choices of eradicating the sins? It's not like I don't want to talk about it, but if it goes any further.... it will come into something religious.. and that's not something people like to talk about.. a sensitive issues.. Fine, if I have to say it.. sins, in religions; are the act of violating a moral rules..

And each religions have their own ways of ridding the sins, for example; repentance.. And I wonder if this weren't in some of their religions.. I'm not going to talk about this anymore.. Repent.. that takes me back for a while.. how do we? Or do we have?

I really don't feel like talking about this anymore.. It keep reminds me of how more much the distances of us between our death..
 
Sins.. Unatonable sins..

Reality.. or illusion....

Once again, starting..

Wonder why the title is like that?

Cuz I already post a blog which the title is "Just Starting.." I had it in "http://fallen-angel-without-dreams.blogspot.com/" and you can see that it's just a little bit different with my current url.. Somehow, when I tried accessing my blog, it says "incorrect password", so I tried recovering my password with my url blog.. And it doesn't seems to arrive in my e-mail inbox.. Then I tried recovered it with my e-mail, and what do I expect it would say? "There's no e-mail "-------" in our system" uh, I forgot what exactly it said....

D'uh.. even with just this little bit of typing, I already got a headache.... Head spinning, need pain relief.......

Sorry for my bad English.. especially with the grammar and vocab..

Until then~

Reality.. or illusion....