.. to me..
I don't know what to say..
Probably because I just.. it's killing me from the inside....
This is not the first time, nor the second time..
People always said "third's time the charm", right?
I guess it's like "third's time the omen" for me.. precisely..
Well, guess I've been busy with everything till I ever barely had any rest, even just one damn bit...
Life's always have been cruel to me, torturing me non-stop..
The only things that keeps me going is because of "her"..
.. which is; my other side, it is....
Exactly of what my expression would be..
Only God knows how painful it were..
At times, I felt like giving up on this life..
No reason to live anymore..
But my other self always being optimist and told me to never give up..
Even though there's no more dreams and hopes for me?
"For you can create a better dreams and hopes that way, my dear.."
How? Is it possible for such a nihilistic person as the like of me?
"Yes, anything is possible dear.. If you can't, then I will.. for you...."
It's just.. hurt.. to know that someone you know very well, for a very long time..
Suddenly leaving you like that, without a word..
Leaving us all alone just to be with someone else..
What are of us then?
A doll? Used and then thrown away?
Reason? There's a reason for that?
Even so, still.. how could.. they..
Nevermind..
Tears couldn't stop them from doing so..
Tears.. the only words heart cannot say..
What else could be all said and done then?
I'm sorry, I know I made no sense with what I'd write so please ignore it..
Sorry for the late post too.. guess I'm a bit down..
It's not recent though, it's something that happened for 7 months already..
How should I put it into words..?
I guess I got dumped.. ahaha....
It's okay really, don't worry.... I guess it's nothing, don't worry about it..
I didn't say anything right? Ahaha..
Life's too cruel at times, but that's what makes us stronger, and wiser.. I guess....
Never mind, I think I'll stop now..
Lots of things troubled my mind.. and I haven't solved a single problem out of it..
Reality.... or illusion.......
I don't know what to say..
Probably because I just.. it's killing me from the inside....
This is not the first time, nor the second time..
People always said "third's time the charm", right?
I guess it's like "third's time the omen" for me.. precisely..
Well, guess I've been busy with everything till I ever barely had any rest, even just one damn bit...
Life's always have been cruel to me, torturing me non-stop..
The only things that keeps me going is because of "her"..
.. which is; my other side, it is....
Only God knows how painful it were..
At times, I felt like giving up on this life..
No reason to live anymore..
But my other self always being optimist and told me to never give up..
Even though there's no more dreams and hopes for me?
"For you can create a better dreams and hopes that way, my dear.."
How? Is it possible for such a nihilistic person as the like of me?
"Yes, anything is possible dear.. If you can't, then I will.. for you...."
It's just.. hurt.. to know that someone you know very well, for a very long time..
Suddenly leaving you like that, without a word..
Leaving us all alone just to be with someone else..
What are of us then?
A doll? Used and then thrown away?
Reason? There's a reason for that?
Even so, still.. how could.. they..
Nevermind..
Tears.. the only words heart cannot say..
What else could be all said and done then?
I'm sorry, I know I made no sense with what I'd write so please ignore it..
Sorry for the late post too.. guess I'm a bit down..
It's not recent though, it's something that happened for 7 months already..
How should I put it into words..?
It's okay really, don't worry..
I didn't say anything right? Ahaha..
Life's too cruel at times, but that's what makes us stronger, and wiser.. I guess....
Never mind, I think I'll stop now..
Lots of things troubled my mind.. and I haven't solved a single problem out of it..
Reality.... or illusion.......
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