Sadness

Sadness comes after hatred, right?

.. or so it seems..

I was never good at expressing my own feelings..

But I wanted to let it out no matter what..

Why sadness? Um.. doushitedesu ka..?

Well.. everyone's feeling it right?

I couldn't really say it well but..

From my own experience, I'd say that sadness is like a depressing emotion.. feeling of loss, helplessness..
Rather, it's painful even to think about it..
Everything that we did, somehow it came crashing down..
This heart feels black.. huge teardrops spilled from this closed eyes..
Dazzling, clear teardrops..


Ahaha.. what the damn heezy I'm trying to saying..?

Sadness.. wherever it comes to me, I cried.. every time I'm feeling it, there's always tears that I shed..
People are different.. right?
Some of them can bear the sadness.. some of them can't..
Some of them can hide the tears, while the others can't..

It comes with various reasons..
Whether it's comes from failure.. pain.. feeling of hurted.. betrayal.. or even anger....
It's strange, such a thing..
I am emotional, such an emotional person.. or maybe worse than that..

Despair..
My sadness, built from despair.. and anger; too..
I don't know, how long I can hold it inside.. anymore..

Is there's any place of hope for me..?

 














I don't think there's one.......


Reality.. or illusion....