Life

It's just like the title of my blog..

Why life now? I wonder.. well.. whatever crossed my mind, I’ll write it.. or rather, I feel like writing whatever comes up on my mind.. and that; if I have motivation.. and now that I have motivation, it’s time for me to.. uh, somehow I feel like repeating the same words..
Sigh.. never mind, forget it....

Life.. okay....
Seriously I don’t really know what’s the meaning of life.. but somehow I’ll try to manage and write about it.. um, okay?

Um.. well, I’ve been thinking about my life recently ~sore wa so subete no jikan jissai ni~
I’ve been wondering what is the true goal of my life.. Sometimes, I do ever wonder if I really did existed.. I look at myself.. I tried pricked my finger.. ouch, it hurts.. Okay, so that proves that I’m alive.. but I’m still wondering if I really do existed for real.. what maybe if I’m actually controlled by someone.. Like I’m a puppet in someone’s story.. Wait, that’s just no good either..

I look around myself.. well, I'm standing on the Earth.. okay..

I can walk.. okay..

I can talk.. okay..

I can see.. okay..

I can hear.. quite....

I can feel.. not sure.. maybe okay.. or maybe just quite..

I can feel "something else".. hm.... absolutely yes..

I meant it..

I'm not lying.. honestly, sometimes I can feel something else.. it's like a sixth sense..

And I do have ESP.......well, kinda..

When I'm trying to look for the info about the meaning of life, I found that it's a philosophical question concerning the reason and significance of life.. or existence in all-purpose..

Consciousness is the most important thing I'd learned myself about the meaning of life.. without it, our life would be in a total catastrophe....

I hate this life of mine.. and I never liked it from the beginning..

Reality.. or illusion....