Pain

Itami ga kuru.. koko de....

That just came out from nowhere.. whatever comes in my mind, I'll write it..

Though the truth is a bit different from what I've said just now.. iie, sore o wasurete, ne?

I've been thinking for a while.. what really makes us feel the pain..?

And where do exactly we feel the pain? Explaining it won't be enough; but to feel the pain, it needs something that what is called "strong will" ~osoraku, watashi wa omou~ I'm not so sure about it, I just feel it..

Unpleasant feelings, in general is what can be stated for the meaning of the pain.. something like an emotional experiences.. Ta-to-e-ba~ physical pain.. people should already know about this, so; no need for explanation okay? And what I really want to talk about isn't about this kind of pain.. it's something more, deeper.. something more abstract..

Let me ask you all something.. what can you describe about the feeling of pain..? Can you tell me?

Pain comes from being betrayed by friends, or someone close to you?

Pain that comes from being lied? Pain that comes from ignorance? Pain that comes from heartbroken?

Pain that comes from sadness? Hatred? Love? Or.... reality and illusion?

Tch.. this hurts.. it's painful, just telling you all about this..

"In this endless world,  final words resound loud and clear."

"Surreal than distant."

"Scream out your voice as innocence fade away"

~lyrics taken from a song, not my own words..

It got into me, so painful it hurts.. it fucking hurts..

To think about it again, "surreal than distant...."

Reality.. or illusion....