Obsession

Change the title and all the content from "Betrayal" to "Obsession"


If there's any real reason why I would change the topic, guess because what's been happening to my other self, the true me.. I'm just her other side..


I guess this is the only one I'll take over her blog writing without her permission.. cuz I know she'll stop at nothing if she know what I was writing and what I was up to..


First thing would be is, sorry to a certain person for doing this..
Stop being with her anymore..


So let's started this anyway..


Hm, lovers over friends.. the closest over the farthest.. the best over the worst..


Well, the choices are obvious.. but at times, do you have to ignored someone when he/she is the one who helped you through the bad times you're being with your lover?


I guess I was lied enough by a certain person about he's not trusting anyone..
In the end, I'm the one who couldn't trust him, anymore..


You don't have a good friend.. then there's someone who's willing to listen to your problems and help you even though he/she lives far away from your home, and now that you have someone to be with around you; you completely ignore your old friend..


It feels like the parallel hearts have gone the opposite symmetrical line the other way around..
Chasing a different sky, cuz the hearts was never the same anymore..


Life was never the same when friends that you treasure never cares about you, ignoring you and be with the others.. I wonder, that why people's heart are easily changed from time to time..
Sigh, though I don't have the right to say that.. because it's also the same for me..
My heart changed, too..


Then, I'll say goodbye to you cuz I know those beloved days won't ever come back to me, and to us..
Sorry for making countless mistakes when I was with you.. Even if it won't stop, can I still laugh with you?
I guess I couldn't after all, sorry for being a coward..


It's okay if you would ever forget me, but I'll never forget being with you..
"Thank you" from the bottom of my heart..
To bid farewell with smile on the face while holding back the tears is so hard, it hurts..


I don't want to see her sorrowful, neither feeling down nor sad anymore, so I guess it's a goodbye..
Sorry for doing this..
This is for the best, that I wanted to see her happy.. without darkness inside her of feeling down when being with you..


Sayonara....


Reality.... or illusion.......