Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Split Personality

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Welcome.. to the other side of me..

Well, not really.. I got you..
But I know all of you was wandering about the title post this time right?
.... not really?
Uh.. okay....

Anyway, I want to tell something to you..
That; the last five posts~ except for the Untitled>feelings..
Which is, Heartless, Sadness, Hatred and Friendship..
You need to know something about it..
I didn't.. I didn't write it..
My other self did..
Another entity that was living inside of me..
Very similar to me yet so far away from me..

Well, how should I say..
.... um, wait a minute..
If you don't believe this, don't read or it will irritates you.. trust me..
Like, who the hell would tell everyone that he/she had a split-personality.. right?
So, that's why..

Let's continue..
I was thinking.. like, when she talked to me..
Yea, she did..
I'm a pessimist and she's an optimist.. that's.. a total different personality..
I always heard from people.. that's our split-personality would be the opposite of us..
I know that.. but this is, something like.. uh.. hm.. so different..
For example, positive to negative.. or negative to even more negative/worse..
But.. me? Negative to positive..
Totally unheard of..
Hm.. yea, strange..

She.. I know her, and have resided inside of me for..  5 years already..
She always told me..
"I will always be with you, and help you with everything I could.."
Uh.. forever?
But she didn't answer that back..
I wonder.. why..?

Again, you might feel something's not right?
The posts that I'd mentioned before..
You know, "Heartless", "Sadness", "Hatred" and "Friendship"..
This is just so out of the blue..
She was an optimist personality..
But why she did write something so.. negative..?
Something that even I couldn't believe.. right..
She scares me...
I asked her.. "Why? Why wrote something like that?"
And I didn't expect her answer to turn out like this..



"Everything's for you.."
It startled me..

I don't want to think about this for now..
Leave me alone..
Say.... right?


Reality.. or illusion....

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